cartoon version of me.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

A-Lin-以前,以後MV

youre not mine anymore~

We ended up, yesterday.
Gush, i'm so miss you. :(

i had made this decision,
cause....
recently,
i have no mood to do my assignment.
i have no any idea with my assignment.
therefore, i get a lot of REDO assignment.

i have to end it and concentrated in my studies.
before this, i never think about that
this is a acceptable reason.

But it's quite annoying.
when he not even try to look for you,
or............
Everything makes me feel uncomfortable.
In addition ,
i feel very tired with his EX.

I always trust him.
fully trust him~
but.......
i really get tired with her non-sense.
It's make me feel helpless, tired and sad.

Last week,
i'm so sick~
But he never know that.
I'm busy with my assignment,
rushing~~~~~~
but he never cheer me up, and told me " i dont want to disturb you"
Everyday,
you call me for not even 5 minutes.
and always end with * i don't want to disturb you *

I never tell you that i needed you.
But i hope you to know what i want.
I always told you,
what i want, and what i wish to.
But you always tell me,
from your 1st GF till me,
he never follow anything.
But,
can't you change for your girl ?

is it hard to show your love to the one love ?


If you really love someone, please set him/her free. If he does come back to you, means that he/she belongs to you. If he/she does not come back to you, means that he/she never would be yours. 

You can keep the past as your memories, but you have to put it down. 



Anyway, thanks for giving me kind of great memories.
Don't forget about "BUBU".
Please, do take good care of yourself.
Stop hurting yourself.
I really feel guilty with it!


Love you, V.

Lastly, hope you can get someone that better than me.
Take care of yourself,
You now have no 2nd alarm clock,
wake up when it's time.
Do not go for long marathon.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

the RAYA HOLIDAY

one of my classmate went back to his hometown~

and another friend went for holiday~
i had locked myself in my room.

i do my revision on my economic ~
before this~
i have never touch my note that lecturer given~
and
i have no idea with it ~
:D

and now~
i understand a bit of it  :)

today i have McD for my breakfast + lunch~
and "fook kian mian " for my dinner :)

it is sad to have my dinner so early.
this is because i will feel hungry around 10 or 11 like that~

and i'm gonna be a pig soon~

Today is 11.09.10
and i forget again ~ :D
it's good that you still remember it :)

Sunday, August 8, 2010

miss the NS

 

i officially done my National Service.
i finished 5 months ago.
 with fully attendance.
actually i wanted to take MC. 
but i always failed. 
hahaaa.....
but it's a great memories in it.
it is so nice.....
enjoy, fun, play, learn , FRIENDS! 

event in National Service.
we played FLYING FOX.
it's nice....
sooooo nice. 
but quite scary. 
this is because...
we have to climb up to somewhere. 
quite tall....
 3 floor tall........

we tried, water confidences.
we have to go down into the KOLAM.
the KOLAM ( brown water , smelly, cold ) is quite DIRTY!.
but everyone must go in...

we have kayak. 
that's quite tired.
they have a competition between every COMPANY. =)

the most tired thing was the " KEMBARAN HALANGAN" (hope i'm in correct spelling)
we had a competition too.
 each company 30 persons.

we had played M-16 session,
we had to go to army camp.
to have our shooting session.
it was awesome!!.....

there was lot of fun in it...
it's nice and great memories EVER!.
wished to go back again.
meet everyone again. =)

Wedding Dress (english Version) lyrics

(Verse 1 - Tommy C)
Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man 
and it's hard to understand 
If we belong, if I did you wrong, 
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight 
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were 
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when 
I'm on the stage, 
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all 
the female fans 
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when 
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on 
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say 
it's over it breaks my heart 
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot 
of times in the past 
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out, 
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next, 
I'm left with an imperfect smile





Monday, July 26, 2010

change my target =P

i want this phone!
blackberry =) 

i want to get a same phone with my BF     =P

Sunday, July 4, 2010

IPHONE!!!!

i want  iphoneee =)



i will buy it! =D
haha. not now. but one day!
it belongs to meee =)

Saturday, July 3, 2010

^^V

my naughty beloved~
he is really naughty.

he purposely makes me angry and drop tears~
but last.
he makes me happy and smile back.

sometimes, he is very cool.
but, sometimes not =)

Monday, March 15, 2010

i can't accept it!~

i return  from national service.

just one week before.
and what he told me.....


he got a new gf.

i broke down and cry.
like hell........

but. then....
everyone telling me the same thing...

GIVE UP!!!.....