Merry Christmas everyone.....
yesterday night.
i discovered something awesomee!!!
hehehee.....
it really surprise for me.
and shocked me.
and it kinds of secret!!!!! =)
Merry Christmas everyone and happy new year =)
Friday, December 25, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
to my dearest friend.
hey...
my dear friend. (CKY)
cheer up~
hope u can recover soon.
i more prefer when u joke with me.
and
not now.
sad.
cry or others.
and....
u must remember.
DON'T U GO BECOME A PLAYBOY!!.
because you are not alone...
don't be'cuz of one tree.
and giving up a whole forest. =)
cheer up.
to my dearest brother / best friend. =)
my dear friend. (CKY)
cheer up~
hope u can recover soon.
i more prefer when u joke with me.
and
not now.
sad.
cry or others.
and....
u must remember.
DON'T U GO BECOME A PLAYBOY!!.
because you are not alone...
don't be'cuz of one tree.
and giving up a whole forest. =)
cheer up.
to my dearest brother / best friend. =)
Thursday, December 17, 2009
sometimes when we touch
Sometimes When We Touch -
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
this song.
kinda touch...
and lovely.....
i love it so much..
it's for u.
and u...
and my love one.
anddd..........
everyone.
enjoy it.
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
this song.
kinda touch...
and lovely.....
i love it so much..
it's for u.
and u...
and my love one.
anddd..........
everyone.
enjoy it.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
my dear friend.
my dear friend.
i trusted u...
and it happens everytime......
i shared my happiness and sadness to u.
but u hurt me like this.
is it fair?
to meE?!
i trusted u...
and it happens everytime......
i shared my happiness and sadness to u.
but u hurt me like this.
is it fair?
to meE?!
Friday, December 11, 2009
rude guy!
oh my.... always. got a ppl. i say hi then the person say......................
i want have a sex with you.
is it rude?. OMG!!!!
and yet. dis happen to me again.
this is the rude guy.
and yet. this fellow doesn't know that. i know his sister.
i want have a sex with you.
is it rude?. OMG!!!!
and yet. dis happen to me again.
this is the rude guy.
and yet. this fellow doesn't know that. i know his sister.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
boring life.
i finally finish my spm.
and yet.
i get my freedom~ haahaha.
i feel very boring~~~
everyday stone in house.
but i also busy on my preparation.
-for my CNY shirt.
-NS stuff.
huhuhuh.... long time no new post on my BLOG!
just now. when i took bath.
out of the sudden.
my brain keep on flashback old memories.............................
that.
about..........
haahhahah.
i know it kinda weird.
but what to do.
i can't control my brain.
kakakaakakaa....
if.............................................................................................
den v can completely....
full one year~
long story, and awful story~~~~~~
by the way.
wish him good luck.
wish him.
can stay longer with his current gf.
love her more.
care her more.
mayb...
she will give u more memorable memories.
and....
unforgettable love.
haha. don't treat ur gf.
as the same way.
that u treated me.
threat me. kakakakaka.
xD.
it passed.
FORGET!~~~
and yet.
i get my freedom~ haahaha.
i feel very boring~~~
everyday stone in house.
but i also busy on my preparation.
-for my CNY shirt.
-NS stuff.
huhuhuh.... long time no new post on my BLOG!
just now. when i took bath.
out of the sudden.
my brain keep on flashback old memories.............................
that.
about..........
haahhahah.
i know it kinda weird.
but what to do.
i can't control my brain.
kakakaakakaa....
if.............................................................................................
den v can completely....
full one year~
long story, and awful story~~~~~~
by the way.
wish him good luck.
wish him.
can stay longer with his current gf.
love her more.
care her more.
mayb...
she will give u more memorable memories.
and....
unforgettable love.
haha. don't treat ur gf.
as the same way.
that u treated me.
threat me. kakakakaka.
xD.
it passed.
FORGET!~~~
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
my happiness
wwweeeeee huu!!!!
finally done my SPM!
tomorrow is the last subject!
yeah!...
freeeeedoom~
mahahahaaaaaaaa
finally done my SPM!
tomorrow is the last subject!
yeah!...
freeeeedoom~
mahahahaaaaaaaa
Friday, August 21, 2009
Holiday
school holiday again.
but then.
my school not really give us a nice holiday.
we have to go back to school.
For what Stupid P& P.
err.
most school never need it.
school life is so boring~
when we still study.
we always complain.
boring~
but then.
when we finish school.
then~
we will miss it badly.
hahahaa.
that's what my older sister told me.
by the way.
break with him.
have two month.
i think....
i have deleted him.
in my number contact.
deleted in my brain.
my mind toO.
anyway.
actually he is a bad egg.
i admit that.
with him.
i treat him not very good.
but...
yet.
he not treat me good too.
and.
i have no idea.
with.......
why his friend was so hate me.
hmmm
anyway~
i never care about those things......
start again. forget all the pass.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
wonderful and great saturday nite.
Yesterday.
i attend a birthday party.
actually. i having tuition at 7:30.
but i cancel it.
it is two aunty's birthday.
we celebrate beside the swimming pool.
that we usually did it. w
hen there is someone's birthday.
most special was the cake.
actually is not a cake. it's like cupcake.
it taste nice.
i have no idea with this family. ahahahaha.
kind woman. we go where or having party.
this woman loves to sponsor foods~~~
A for aiyee.
the two birthday aunty and a sporting aunty.
the two birthday women.
101 cupcakes...
look nicee?. cutee??. hehehee..
cutee~
the overall of the cake.... it is 101 cupcakes.
i attend a birthday party.
actually. i having tuition at 7:30.
but i cancel it.
it is two aunty's birthday.
we celebrate beside the swimming pool.
that we usually did it. w
hen there is someone's birthday.
most special was the cake.
actually is not a cake. it's like cupcake.
it taste nice.
i have no idea with this family. ahahahaha.
kind woman. we go where or having party.
this woman loves to sponsor foods~~~
A for aiyee.
the two birthday aunty and a sporting aunty.
the two birthday women.
101 cupcakes...
look nicee?. cutee??. hehehee..
cutee~
the overall of the cake.... it is 101 cupcakes.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
a New Life.
a wonderful life started..........
a happy and nice life.
i lost it for a long time.
i just want a simply and nice life.
it's pretty easy to get it.
everyday.
i get enough sleep.
12 or 1 on bed.
mid-night.
no people wake me up......
but.................................................
before that.
my Ex [for current placing in my heart]....
every mid-night.
wakes me up for talk phone with him.
it's feel nice.
but then.....
i really not enough of sleep.
when 12 or 1.......
got an alarm GUY remain me.
it's time to sleep.
We study at the same time.
Sleep at the same time.
actually.
i love to talk bad people.
talk Never use Brain.
and people say what.
i love to answer he/she unpleasantly.
especially those people i hate.
WHEN.
i do this....
He use a furious face look at me.
and warn me.
not to do like this.....
1st time.
have a people do this to me.
the influence to me from him.....
Kinda Big....
Cherish everything beside you.
once pass by.
you will miss it.
and unable to get it back.............
a happy and nice life.
i lost it for a long time.
i just want a simply and nice life.
it's pretty easy to get it.
everyday.
i get enough sleep.
12 or 1 on bed.
mid-night.
no people wake me up......
but.................................................
before that.
my Ex [for current placing in my heart]....
every mid-night.
wakes me up for talk phone with him.
it's feel nice.
but then.....
i really not enough of sleep.
when 12 or 1.......
got an alarm GUY remain me.
it's time to sleep.
We study at the same time.
Sleep at the same time.
actually.
i love to talk bad people.
talk Never use Brain.
and people say what.
i love to answer he/she unpleasantly.
especially those people i hate.
WHEN.
i do this....
He use a furious face look at me.
and warn me.
not to do like this.....
1st time.
have a people do this to me.
the influence to me from him.....
Kinda Big....
Cherish everything beside you.
once pass by.
you will miss it.
and unable to get it back.............
Monday, June 15, 2009
lOL.
Not he want leave me.
Is me want break with him.....
I know i'm not a good girl.....
Now i juz wan concentrate on study.
That's y i will break wif him.
Is me want break with him.....
I know i'm not a good girl.....
Now i juz wan concentrate on study.
That's y i will break wif him.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
it's over.
we end yesterday night.
when i said that to you...
i never feel so sad or what.
but now.....
my feel.... suddenly become very lowww....
before this.
i don't know....
why am i hurting you like this.....
hmmm...
maybe you no more feel?.
maybe having new girl?.
hmmmmmmm.......
maybe every couple together too long......
also will have such problem.
and now....
you give up already.
and we..........
never can together back.
wish you can find a girl.
better than me.
nice than me.
care you.... and more.
BUT.
today is 1st day u leave me.
i feel so lonely n got a little bit regret n "she bu de".
hmmmmm....
maybe this is our ending.
our love story end it here.
no more next page......
when i said that to you...
i never feel so sad or what.
but now.....
my feel.... suddenly become very lowww....
before this.
i don't know....
why am i hurting you like this.....
hmmm...
maybe you no more feel?.
maybe having new girl?.
hmmmmmmm.......
maybe every couple together too long......
also will have such problem.
and now....
you give up already.
and we..........
never can together back.
wish you can find a girl.
better than me.
nice than me.
care you.... and more.
BUT.
today is 1st day u leave me.
i feel so lonely n got a little bit regret n "she bu de".
hmmmmm....
maybe this is our ending.
our love story end it here.
no more next page......
Saturday, April 25, 2009
memorable.
MEMORABLE THINGSS......
those memorable things.
for me.
it is so meaningful. hahhaha....
hey guys.
still remember dis picc?.
dis pic edited by me. when three years ago..... i think. hahaahha... hmmm.....
this pic took after competition.
* me , aijiun (my sis), carol, purut , evon*
it's kinda memorable.
cuzzzzzz.................................
when that time we took this picture.
we all are having good friendship.
buttttt....one of the girl.
spoiledddd........
after having competition.... team picc. heheee....
my 1st national competition....
at NEGERI SEMBILAN.
the team picc..
aahahaha. nice pose arr. =)
likas swimming pool. went there for many years. it's seems like my 2nd house...... hahahahaa.
love this pic so muchhh... hahaah. nice friendship. =)
hahaha. guess who are they...
they aree......
sarawak swimmer.
hahahaa.
this year SAG.
haha.... funny and nice...
hahahaa.... me and purutt.
guess who will win??....
haahhaha....
those memorable things.
for me.
it is so meaningful. hahhaha....
hey guys.
still remember dis picc?.
dis pic edited by me. when three years ago..... i think. hahaahha... hmmm.....
this pic took after competition.
* me , aijiun (my sis), carol, purut , evon*
it's kinda memorable.
cuzzzzzz.................................
when that time we took this picture.
we all are having good friendship.
buttttt....one of the girl.
spoiledddd........
after having competition.... team picc. heheee....
my 1st national competition....
at NEGERI SEMBILAN.
the team picc..
aahahaha. nice pose arr. =)
likas swimming pool. went there for many years. it's seems like my 2nd house...... hahahahaa.
love this pic so muchhh... hahaah. nice friendship. =)
hahaha. guess who are they...
they aree......
sarawak swimmer.
hahahaa.
this year SAG.
haha.... funny and nice...
hahahaa.... me and purutt.
guess who will win??....
haahhaha....
Thursday, April 9, 2009
wedding dress.....
Wedding dress.
which type of wedding dress u like?.
what colour of wedding dress u love?.
For me. I hope i can design a wedding dress for myself. Of course. Not nowww.......
I mean. when i need it. and of course i hope i can design n wear it in my wedding. hahaahahaha......
it's sound funny.... cause. it's too fast for me to think those things. sooo..... dis post if write for fun...... hahaahah.
wedding dress in white colour. This looks nice.
I like this one. kinda nice. hahhaaha
this okie too. hahaahaa
Hello kitty wedding gown.
looks normal. but....okie too. hahahahaa
normal. but okie for mii. xD
pink in colourr. hahhaaaa.
which type of wedding dress u like?.
what colour of wedding dress u love?.
For me. I hope i can design a wedding dress for myself. Of course. Not nowww.......
I mean. when i need it. and of course i hope i can design n wear it in my wedding. hahaahahaha......
it's sound funny.... cause. it's too fast for me to think those things. sooo..... dis post if write for fun...... hahaahah.
wedding dress in white colour. This looks nice.
I like this one. kinda nice. hahhaaha
this okie too. hahaahaa
Hello kitty wedding gown.
looks normal. but....okie too. hahahahaa
normal. but okie for mii. xD
RIDICULOUS.
i have no idea with that girl again.
hmmm... how 2 say lea.........
few days ago.
i heard one of my friend.
tell me about it.
arr... i mean.
i heard my friend tell me.
she don't like me. as her friend.
cause......
i always say bad about her?.
i mean at her back.
i didn't ever did it also.
LOL!!!!!.....
when i ask her back.
she was nervous.
and i heard my another friend said.
THAT girl was call me as a type of malay ghost.
i ask her back.
she was don't dare.
and after i ask her.
say my bad things again that..
sometimes.
we can put our mouth properly.
once let people know it.
you have to dare and face on it.
escape....
can't the better result.
some more.
if you was innocent.
how larr. if you keep quite.
But.......................................................................
you have to honest.
if you did.
or else you will get something.
that she do it to you....
And.....
if you keep quite,
people already know the true.....................
next time.
be the smartest person 1st.
if you want to gossip one's.
and.....
when you don't want to admit the wrong.
hmmm... how 2 say lea.........
few days ago.
i heard one of my friend.
tell me about it.
arr... i mean.
i heard my friend tell me.
she don't like me. as her friend.
cause......
i always say bad about her?.
i mean at her back.
i didn't ever did it also.
LOL!!!!!.....
when i ask her back.
she was nervous.
and i heard my another friend said.
THAT girl was call me as a type of malay ghost.
i ask her back.
she was don't dare.
and after i ask her.
say my bad things again that..
sometimes.
we can put our mouth properly.
once let people know it.
you have to dare and face on it.
escape....
can't the better result.
some more.
if you was innocent.
how larr. if you keep quite.
But.......................................................................
you have to honest.
if you did.
or else you will get something.
that she do it to you....
And.....
if you keep quite,
people already know the true.....................
next time.
be the smartest person 1st.
if you want to gossip one's.
and.....
when you don't want to admit the wrong.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 KAY~
Today is my 17th birthday....
hehe...
haha.....
1...
2...
3...
start.
sing happy birthday song.
Happy birthday 2 u (KAY).
Happy birthday 2 u (KAY).
Happy birthday 2 KAY.......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 UUUUU (KAY).
mummy brought a cake for mii yesterday. ^^
my birthday cake.....
MOCHA ALMOND CAKE.
3....
2...
1...
blow da candle.
be4 blowww.
wish 1sttt....
hahaaha.
my wish issssss....................................
1st.
CANNOT TELL.
2nd.
CANNOT TELL TOO.
3rd.
CANNOT TELL OSO.
hahahhaa.....
ANYWAY.............................
i getting older n older.....
haha.
beside that,
MY PRESENT YEA.......
HAHAHA!!!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
下雨天 raining day.
it's another chinese song.
it describe raining day.
very miss ur dear.
wan find " ur dear" but
no reason................
下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
it describe raining day.
very miss ur dear.
wan find " ur dear" but
no reason................
下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
Thursday, March 5, 2009
勇敢 [couragous, bravery]
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